15 August 2007

Direction

I apologize yet again for my long unannounced hiatus. School has been very tough now that our finals week is fast approaching, and add to that, our internet connection had problems due to the rain. Also, my creative juices had dried up yet again that's why i have been dormant these past few days (or is it weeks?).

As I said, our finals week is fast approaching, and life could not get any worst for me. I still have to do lots of reports and term papers and i need to do them fast. There's so many work to do, but there's so little time. each day gets stressful and the pressure is getting intense. I don't know if i can still take it. So if you'd see me turn into a psycho walking around naked while singing that sinabawang gulay song, you know what to blame.

Time flies so fast, and in a matter of weeks we'll be seeing the end of our first term as sophomore students. We'll be getting our course cards and in a few months time, our diplomas. We're already halfway through the course but here i find myself in a dilemma. Recently, I've been thinking of shifting to another course, that is, communication arts. My course now had been quite suffocating, with all those science subjects driving me mad. I have come to doubt if i had made the right course choice. I mean, the course is manageable, but I'm not sure if I'd really like the options available for me after college.

I love the discipline of psychology. I love the psych topics and all of its applications, but I don't know if it's the best thing for me.

But why communication arts? You might ask. I've loved the limelight since I was a kid. I've tried venturing into the show business when I auditioned for 5 and up, a renowned show hosted by kids. The production, the set, and all the stuff that made that show run for a long period of time fascinated me. I've also loved imagining myself as a movie producer/director. Aside from that, I have this fascination for publications, photographs and all those artsy stuff. Add the fact that my Granddad and my Dad works in an advertising firm, which means that I can have guidance as I go on.

Despite the promises of communication arts, I'm still confused. I'm not certain on what direction I should take. Both courses promise a good career. I hope I can make a decision as soon as possible. You, what do you think? Should I go shift, or not?

nerdified at 7:12 PM